back frm sending wil back to camp and everything.
actually... i've been back for quite long already lah..
cos wil book in at 8PM. (normally 9PM)
stupid idiot. duno why suddenly make earlier...
maha get to book in at 10:30PM!!!! (firefighter)

today i cried. depression. haiz. but nvm... talked to wil abt it and i think i finally got over it lah.. i'm so melodramatic sometimes... my mood comes n go faster than i can handle... yesterday went to mohd sultan, dbl O. yvonne's bdae celebration but then jere n shai didn't come. so me n wil went. along with some of yvonne's fren lah but didn't quite mix with them haha duno them so i juz enjoy myself with wilfred. dbl O admission guy age i think was abt 25 hahahaha wil onli 19. somemore that ben dan forget to bring his id. then gabra when the woman ask him he how old or wadever... end up we got in. hahahaha lucky sia duno why also. music there was ok onli lah but since i was with wilfred, i allowed myself to drink alot. got myself real drunk.. can't walk straight and everything.. yvonne was drunk after havin two tequilla hahah wil had two too... tipsy but not too bad. i needed more help hahaha since i seldom drink, my tolerance for alcohol quite low. before we went into dbl o me n wil was actually at UE Sq. was supposed to meet yvonne there but then end up some changes so we two had to walk to the pub ourselves but anyway, no prob abt that. we two walked past this apartment.... those kinda rich ppl live one? wah lau got butler and lobby one leh! apartment... mad treatment hahaha fuckin rich ppl... after pubbin for the night i was damn damn damn the drunk. can't walk straight. we went home and before that we go caltex buy some instant noodles back hm to cook. eat already immediately fall aslp. sometime in the morning about 6AM or so i start waking up and making trips to the toilet to vomit. shit man.. getting hang over.... puke like siao. recovered only sometimes in the afternoon.. then did the usual in the afternoon, iron clothes, hang out n stuff. i did sink into depression.... haha but like i said, i recovered. i miss wilfred alot now... i love being with him... i feel less stressed. i can talk to him about anything and everything. friday he already booked out so we finally went to jurong pt to walk ard and ate at the KFC there. ^^ hmmmm yah dat's abt it. I MISSS MY DEAAAR... and oh yeah i added two more new journal links todae. my friends. ^^

sean suddenly come n ask me which sec sch i frm haha n say my classmates looks nice. wad sial. mad kid.